Inundación de mis sentidos

De qué sirve el éxito
Si no te tengo,
Te busco en esta solitaria noche
Me arrimo a tu recuerdo
A tu pelo sobre mi almohada
A tu cuerpo desnudo

Visiones del pasado
Vuelven a mí
Y hacen que mis ojos se inunden una vez más
Por no tenerte
En esta solitaria noche.

Tu aroma se me insinúa
Inunda mis sentidos
Se me aparece tu sonrisa
En el fondo de mi lecho
Diciéndome, no llores
Abrázame ahora.

Un inmenso vacío
Quedó en mi interior
Que no puedo llenar con nada
Solo lo inunda
El desgarrante y desbordante
Dolor de la soledad, de tu ausencia.

Tu fotografía sobre mi escritorio
Se aparece, te apareces sonriendo
Con esa bella flor que ansío
Realmente deseo
Volver a acariciar de nuevo

No hay nada que pueda curar
Este dolor
Si no estás
Nada,
No sé que será de mí…

Lamento de Navidad

Pasa y pasa
el tiempo lo devuelve
el aroma ese
la soledad me entristece
sobre todo en época de gestos.

Sangro soledad
tristeza
ya nada brilla igual
el viento ya no sopla
y el mar me niega su sonido,
ya no me regala sus estertores nocturnos.

Orillas del litoral
no me sanarán
lo sé,
tan solo me hacen volver
volver atrás
cuando la brisa soplaba.

Ya no me quedan lágrimas
solo el dolor desgarrador
de no poder ser feliz,
de no ver las aves volar libres,
el mundo se cae
la tierra se seca y se torna gris...

Tú sabes

The Lake

(Antony & The Johnsons)

In youth's spring, it was my lot
To haunt of the wide earth a spot
To which I could not love the less
So lovely was the loneliness
Of a wild lake, with black rock bound
And the tall trees that towered around

But when the night had thrown her pall
Upon that spot as upon all
And the wind would pass me by
In its stilly melody

My infant spirit would awake
To the terror of the lone lake
My infant spirit would awake
To the terror of the lone lake

Yet that terror was not fright
But a tremulous delight
And a feeling undefined
Springing from a darkened mind
Death was in that poisoned wave
And in its gulf a fitting grave
For him who thence could solace bring
To his dark imagining
Whose wildering thought could even make
An Eden of that dim lake

But when the night had thrown her pall
Upon that spot as upon all
And the wind would pass me by
In its stilly melody

My infant spirit would awake
To the terror of the lone lake
My infant spirit would awake
To the terror of the lone lake

Springing from a darkened mind
So lovely was the loneliness
In youth's spring, it was my lot
In its stilly melody
An Eden of that dim lake
An Eden of that dim lake
Lone, lone, lonely...

Give me one more chance to keep you satisfied

Always on my Mind
(E. Presley)

Maybe I didn't treat you
Quite as good as I should have
Maybe I didn't love you
Quite as often as I could have
Little things I should have said and done
I just never took the time

You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind

Tell me, tell me that your sweet love hasn't died
Give me, give me one more chance
To keep you satisfied, satisfied

Maybe I didn't hold you
All those lonely, lonely times
And I guess I never told you
I'm so happy that you're mine
If I make you feel second best
Girl, I'm sorry I was blind

You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind

Tell me, tell me that your sweet love hasn't died
Give me, give me one more chance
To keep you satisfied, satisfied

Little things I should have said and done
I just never took the time
You were always on my mind
You are always on my mind
You are always on my mind

La belleza de esta canción es solo comparable a la tuya

Bird Gehrl

I am a bird girl now
I've got my heart
Here in my hands now
I've been searching
For my wings some time
I'm gonna be born
Into soon the sky
'Cause I'm a bird girl
And the bird girls go to heaven
I'm a bird girl
And the bird girls can fly
Bird girls can fly

(Antony & The Johnsons)

Ayer mis problemas parecían lejanos y ahora ni siquiera soy la mitad de la persona que solía ser

(Lennon/McCartney)

Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away
Now it looks as though they're here to stay
Oh, I believe in yesterday

Suddenly, I'm not half the man I used to be
There's a shadow hanging over me.
Oh, I yesterday came suddenly

Why she had to go I don't know she wouldn't say
I said something wrong, now I long for yesterday

Yesterday, love was such an easy game to play
Now I need a place to hide away
Oh, I believe in yesterday

Getting worst

Apareces en mi subconsciente
es ya cuestión de todos los días
y yo estoy aquí tratando,
tratando de salir
¿me estaré volviendo loco?

Muchas lágrimas he gastado,
cosas que no puedo controlar
la irracionalidad se apodera de mí,
tu imagen, tu recuerdo,
se apodera de mí.

"Solo Dios sabe lo que será de mí sin ti"
solo él lo sabe,
nadie sabe,
pero lo único que pido,
es que pueda soportar el tiempo sin ti,
el mundo sin ti...

Aún no sé si pueda,
me falta ese escape,
llenar ese vacío,
que solo tú puedes llenar,
con tu ser, con tu sonrisa...

Lo necesitaba...

Dolor e incertidumbre

La mente te engaña
el corazón te duele, sangra
el tiempo no hace que esto mejore
empeora
qué puedo hacer?

Recuerdo tu silueta
tu sonrisa
tu aroma
que ya me son lejanos
pero estos recuerdos se intensifican.

Te busco
te espero
desespero
no puedo encontrar la salida

La vida ya no tiene colores para mí
ni sentido
todo me recuerda a ti
me dice "ya no te tengo"

No sé qué hacer
solo sé que aún resta algo,
aún no descubro qué.